Sunday, October 19, 2025

Furloughs, RIFs and Terminations


So what is going on with the massive firings of government employees under the Trump administration? Taking my own advice, I started researching how many employees have been fired and from what agencies. Just how many federal employees are there?

According to a January 2025 report by the Pew Research Center (well worth reading), there are about 2.4 million federal employees, which is about 1.5% of the entire civilian workforce. This number excludes the 600,000 for the US Postal Service, an independent federal agency with semiautonomous status, and some 1.3 million active duty military who are not considered "employees".

The agency employing the most people is the Department of Veterans Affairs with more than 486,000 while the smallest is the Department of Eduction with around 4,245 employees.
The Department of Government Efficiency, led by Elon Musk, was an initiative started by President Donald Trump in Janary 2025. It is estimated that between 290,000 to 300,000 government employees have been terminated. The numbers do not reflect job losses that have been put on temporary hold due to legal challenges or early buyouts. An estimated 77,000 employees accepted the Deferred Resignation Program, which allowed them to resign immediately with pay and benefits for eight months.

All of these cuts only account are about 10% - 12% of the government workforce.

Some cuts have been since rescinded due to the nature of work being performed, ie, employees of the National Nuclear Security Administration (Department of Energy), the Federal Aviation Administration (Department of Transportation) and the Department of Agriculture (workers involved in the bird flu epidemic).

With the October government shutdown in progress, the Trump administration had plans to lay off roughly 4,000 more government employees. However, layoffs are currently paused due to a court order.

Heaviest targeted in these latest cuts were the Department of Education, with cuts of 466 employees; the Department of Housing and Urban Development, 442 employees; the Department of Commerce, 315 employees; the Department of Energy, 187 employees; and the Department of Homeland Security, 176 employees.


So where are we now? Are we leaner and meaner or awkwardly staffed for one good disaster? Time will tell.

Sources:
https://www.pewresearch.org/short-reads/2025/01/07/what-the-data-says-about-federal-workers/#how-many-federal-workers-are-there
https://www.fedscope.opm.gov/
https://virginiabusiness.com/report-doge-responsible-for-nearly-290k-job-cuts
https://federalworkerrights.com/2025/07/08/what-does-the-supreme-courts-rif-decision-mean-for-mass-layoffs-in-the-federal-government/
https://nypost.com/2025/10/11/us-news/shutdown-layoffs-affecting-more-than-4000-federal-workers-begin/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2025_United_States_federal_mass_layoffs/
https://www.statista.com/chart/34005/reported-layoffs-federal-workers/

Saturday, October 18, 2025

It's 9pm and I've just finished reading the comments on my Facebook page about the No Kings Rally in Bloomington, Il, today. I was encouraged by some of the responses and deeply troubled by some of the others.

So, today I went to the No Kings Rally ... along with 1,000 other Bloomington-Normal residents.

The commentators are wrong. We are not Antifa or Communist. We were not paid by George Soros. We are not part of some nonprofit. We were not at a Hate America rally. And we are certainly not pawns in some grand political scheme, nor are we dumb. These are all inflammatory descriptions meant to divide. And don't be so literal ... we know Trump is not a king, but we don't want either a king or a dictator.

Instead, we are concerned Americans -- alarmed by the direction the county is heading and looking for a way to show our dissatisfaction. It is comforting to know we not alone.

And, I believe it is a GRASSROOTS movement.

When the 2024 elections came around, I was a Trump supporter and believed he would decrease government size and eliminate waste, curb illegal immigration by deporting those dangerous and criminal elements -- the illegal gang lords and drug dealers.

But today, 10 months later, I am appalled by the processes he chose. There is so much to discuss on so many fronts, but I'll limit this tirade to two. (We can get into others later: Freedom of Speech, Health Care, Disease Research, FEMA ... he's been really busy the past 10 months.)

1. Decreasing government size

In an ideal world, you assess your personnel and see which ones are competent doing their jobs and which ones aren't. You check to see what the needs are for each department and how critical they are to the maintenance of the organization and society. Instead, Trump with the aid of Elon Musk and a handpicked group of young men -- idealistic, but inexperienced in real life crisis situations -- went into government agencies and laid off workers using a percentage algorithm, removing those who were "probationary".

Sounds good, until you consider what "probationary" means. These were not people placed on temporary status because of poor work ethics.

Instead, these were new hires with enthusiasm and new ideas -- the type of people who would one day replace a generation of retiring workers. These were also the workers who had excelled and were being promoted. In government, a promotion also means you are on probation for a period of time before settling into the job.

So we wind up in a worse situation. New, excited personnel and qualified personnel were removed. The survivors have to work doubly hard and the "hanger-ons" we were trying to remove are still there, inept as ever.

As uncertain and unsettling as this was, we now have a government shutdown, during which workers are being furloughed -- but expected to work -- with no pay. And in the midst of that, more layouts are occurring.

2. Immigration

Again, it sounds good on paper. Get rid of the gangs, rapists, murderers and drug lords. There must not be enough of these around or else they are already in jail.

Instead, ICE was sent in -- with masks, guns and bully clubs -- without warrants or just cause to round up "illegal immigrants" based on how they looked. Green cards and visas and work permits were ignored, as were US Real ID licenses. Mothers, fathers, sons and daughters, aunts and uncles and US citizens were apprehended, bound with tie-wraps and imprisoned without due process, without a phone call, with no way to let families know where they were.

Against the wills of Illinois and California governors, Pritzker and Newsom, National Guard troops were sent into their states -- supposedly to clean up their crime-ridden cities. I live in downstate Illinois and visit relatives who live Chicago. It's a city for dining, museums, shopping, baseball, weddings and walks on the waterfront. Like every city, it has good and bad areas with problems to be solved -- but it is not a "crime-ridden cesspool". The military presence is much more damaging than the crime statistics, creating a new level of fear and uncertainty for its people.

Today, schools in Hispanic neighborhoods are asking for volunteers to walk children to and from school, because parents are afraid to leave the house. People going to or from immigration court hearings are being picked up.

The level of abuse and misconduct by ICE agents during these arrests is despicable. Slamming women and political leaders to the ground and ramming cars are not acceptable actions. ICE uses the excuse they were under threat or being obstructed during the arrest of an illegal, but on-site cameras and on-looker statements disprove many of these claims.

And, of course, Kristi Noem and ICE put out slick news media videos on the evil doers they are apprehending, but are oddly silent about the mistakes they make daily. Many families still don't know where imprisoned relatives are.

Want to prove me wrong? Check the news, listen to the podcast interviews, watch the videos, read-read-read. Then tell me what I missed.

The atrocities are there -- getting worse every day. They are not one-off stories. They are not silly jokes for Maga supporters to laugh at.

The people they are detaining today are trying to raise families and build a future for their children. Some of them have lived here all their lives and know nothing about the language or customs of the countries they are being deported to. They are not the criminals we were promised.

So, today I went to the No Kings Rally ...

Monday, March 4, 2024

Changing Web Vendors ...
and Winding Up Where You Started!

I've been using my current web provider, Network Solutions, for over 20 years. They provide hosting for my two domains, plus privacy protection, email and SSL. But prices seemed to be rising, so I began looking at other sites to see if I was missing savings.

I had a consulting website. But once I retired, what remained was more of a repository for family pictures and a way to keep my hand in coding. I was spending far too much money each year for that family use.

So, I created a wish list of needs and started looking around. Figuring out what you need is probably the first step.

My wish list:

--Support for Classic ASP (Yes, it is an older technology.)
--SSL for each domain
--Email Support (for minimum 5 emails per domain)
--Hosting for at least two websites.
--FTP Support
--Adequate bandwidth for visitors
--Adequate space for content
--Daily backups, if possible
--Reliable, timely Customer support (optimally with a live person)
--A strong computer network with very minimal downtime

Understanding how I work may help. I code HTML, ASP and JavaScript in Textpad, which is just an ordinary editor like Notepad, except for a few bells and whistles. I have an IIS local website where I build and test. Then I FTP the page(s), images, folders, individual files up to the server. And I'm done.

The first item on my list, Support for Classic Asp, cuts out a lot vendors. Most support Linux-based servers with cPanel interfaces for site handling. They also offer editors like WordPress, Wix, 10Web, Shopify, Website Builder and others that contain pre-designed templates and drag-and-drop features. You can get a site up quickly by choosing a template and editing text and images.

Perfect if you're just beginning or if that is what you want. Most of these drop-and-drag editors make it difficult ... to almost impossible ... to add your own HTML, JavaScripts or customization. Though WordPress seems to be the best if you want to introduce your own changes.

Hosting platforms tend to be either Linux or Windows. Linux is open-source, while Windows still has licensing which the vendor pays. As a result, sites built on Linux platforms are usually less expensive. When I checked, these hosting vendors did not offer classic ASP support: Hostinger, BlueHost, DreamHost, AccuWebHosting, Shopify, ScalaHosting. Note: there are many more vendors I did not check. I did find classic ASP support at GoDaddy and HostGator, but pricing was high at both, comparable to Network Solutions.

I tried three smaller vendors who I'd recommend. I purchased minimal time on each and built out my website to the point of previewing it online.

Accuweb Hosting: The chat salesperson continues to say they support classic ASP, but my website refused to load and support told my they do not support classic ASP. I had ordered hosting for 3-months, which they did refund when I canceled.

What impressed me the most was how upfront they were about pricing. The pricing page lists the entry discounts and the actual renewal prices, so you know exactly what you are paying. My ASP.Net hosting plan offered monthly, every 3 months, annual or triannual billing. There are a range of hosting packages including Web Hosting, WordPress Hosting, VPS and Forex. Free basic SSL is provided with the option to purchase premium SSL.

Think I would have been happy there, except it didn't work.

Interserver: I was more cautious and started a 1-month subscription. Support was via email and I had unresolved issues previewing the site. Canceled and refunded.

SmarterASP.com: This is a small company specializing in classic ASP and ASP.net. And they have a 60-day FREE trial! So, you can build your site and preview the results before locking into a quarterly, 6-month, yearly or longer plan. This is a smaller company buying shared computer resources from other companies, which may be more common than we know. Kind of like telephone companies sharing the same lines. I was impressed by them, though they didn't offer automatic renewal billing. They do send renewal notices.

What did I finally do?

I stayed with Network Solutions, moving from a premium plan to a less expensive plan suiting my current needs. But I learned a lot along the way.

Note on SSL (secure socket layer certificates) : I found 4 types during my research.

1. Let's Encrypt: free SSL open-source certificate, only validates domain, no subdomain validation; identity of the website is not verified to the same extent as a website with Extended Domain Validation; re-issuance every 90 days.

2. Single Domain SSL Certificate: applies to one domain and one domain only.

3. Wildcard SSL Certificates: are for a single domain and all its subdomains.

4. Multi-Domain SSL Certificates (MDC): lists multiple distinct domains on one certificate.

The three that you pay for are usually 1 year with auto renewals and have easier installs with vendor support. Level of security you'll want probably depends on the function of your site. Financial institutions like banks and traders will want the most secure. If you don't receive any payments via your website, Let's Encrypt is probably fine.

There is also the whole issue of migrating or transferring a site.

In a nutshell, you may choose to transfer the "whole kit and caboodle" -- domains, hosting, SSL and email to another vendor. Or, you may have domains with one vendor, hosting (and some form of SSL) with another and email with a third vendor. All instances involve changes to the DNS settings.

If you are lucky, the vendors will do this bit for you. Otherwise, you need information from your current vendor and your new vendor for the values to be inserted into these records. These are kind of like traffic cops. They connect domain, website and email wherever you have them maintained. If, for example, your domain is at one vendor and your website at another, you need to direct traffic from your domain to where your website is being hosted/stored.

These records include:

NameServers: Contain the DomainIPs of vendor maintaining the domain.
DomainIP:  ns44.Vendorname.com
DomainIP:  ns44.Vendorname.com
DomainIP:  ns44.Vendorname.com

The A, CNAME, MX and TXT records are all related to email.

A: Address records which direct domains or subdomains to an IP address, i.e. pointing the link "store.website.com" to whomever is hosting mail for that site. The 3 records below each take the IP address of the vendor. Sample IPs are shown.

AWWW 123.45.678.9
A*123.45.678.9
A@123.45.678.9


CNAME: Cononical Name points one domain or subdomain to another. Sample names are shown.

CNAMEmail.vendorname.net
CNAMEsmtp.vendorname.net
CNAMEautodiscover.vendorname.net


MX: Mail Exchanger (MX) entry records directs emails to a particular mail server. Again, sample entries shown.

MX@mx001.vendorname.net
MX@mx002.vendorname.net
MX@mx003.vendorname.net
MX@mx004.vendorname.net


TXT: Text records offer descriptive domain information in text format, ome of which can aid external servers in managing outgoing email.

TXT@string provided by vendor


SRV: An SRV record allows a user to locate a specific service on a network rather than a specific machine. Service could be a printer, FTP or other similar device.

SRVstring from vendor string from vendor


You'll also need to rebuild the websites at your new host and potentially copy over emails, unless you decide to just start fresh with emails. Many vendors offer migration help, doing this work for you. There are also programs that will copy email over for you, such as imapsync.lamiral.info.

Think this covers most of the information I garnered during my research. Time for a breather (and Happy Hour!).

Thursday, February 22, 2024

Where are we? This feels like a blog.

I retired from ASP, CMS, HTML, CSS and JavaScript coding in 2019. But I keep my hand in handling small jobs and learning new ways to make things work.

One of the fascinating things to watch is the development of HTML/CSS/JS. In my mind, HTML was a more simple and direct way to build web pages. You didn't need complicated languages or compilers or indepth programming knowledge. It was straight forward logic.

Classic ASP, now about 20+ years old, worked well within this landscape. I could code and debug in Classic ASP from a text file. You tend to learn more, faster when you have to fix your own mistakes. It took less than 10 lines to write "Hello, World".

<html>
<head></head>
<body>Hello, World!</body>
</html>

Then programmers got involved

For me, ASP.Net was not as friendly. You couldn't code in a simple editor. You had to learn Visual Studio and set up an entire structure. It just felt like programmers taking over a simple project and making it more complicated.

Mind you, my late husband was a skilled programmer -- assembly, SAS, shell, C, C++, Java -- picking up languages as they evolved. He also understood hardware. In my line of work, I was the conduit who interpreted what the programmers did, coding it to work for the customer. That is a level of expertise on its own.

And they dummied it down

My current and only hosting provider, Network Solutions, still supports Classic ASP, which is considered a "relic" by its support people. This led to my search into hosting sites, which all seem to be pushing user-friendly web building packages. Hosting for the masses. Nothing wrong with that and quite profitable, I suspect.

You choose a pre-designed template page with limited customization of text, images and pre-set styling. I find false limitations frustrating. Why can't I add my own stylesheet, tweak the size or move that object 20 pixels to the right.

This led to some research on which packages allow HTML coding. For my purposes, WordPress seems best fit. But am still testing that ...

But HTML is fighting back ... oh, joy!

Fast forward and HTML is talking about web components, reusable HTML templates and custom elements. We can define the headers & footers once and then add them to pages with a JS include. No ASP, no ASP.net, no java, no C++, no compiles. Just some HTML and JavaScript.

Check out the Introduction to Web Components by Caleb Williams over at CSS-Tricks.com.

What are the top web building packages? Can I add customized HTML, CSS, JS codes?

USA Today's Pick on Best Webbuilders.


What are the top programming languages for 2030-2024". What should I learn? Where is my time best utilized?


IEEE Spectrum: "The Top Programming Languages of 2023".

Tuesday, April 18, 2023

It's Been Awhile ...

Here is it is, already the end of April 2023. Where has time gone since my last post?

Let's see. After Stephen passed, my son Erik and his fiance Stephanie, moved to Tucson from Boston and into my house. They kept me company and it allowed them time to establish a foothold in Tucson. They obtained jobs, made friends and bought a car. When they moved out into their own two-bedroom apartment, I donated several pieces of furniture to the effort -- including my sofa, the bed and side tables from the guest room, some chairs, bookshelves, pictures, books ...

With a half-empty house, I had two options: buy or sell.

Since I wasn't sure which, I started packing things into boxes. I would either unpack later and buy furniture or I would sell the house and be half way out of it. My sisters were encouraging me to relocate to Bloomington to be near them. Unconsciously, I was making a decision. Though I may not have actually known that until the weekend Erik and Stephanie came for dinner and discovered I'd sold the Christmas Tree! Ouch, the shock of it.

The packing and selling on Facebook Marketplace picked up speed and the house-hunting in Illinois began in earnest. Though I still hedged my bets. I could still unpack and refurnish the house ... or not.

I went back to Illinois for a wedding and spent the weekend with my youngest sister, Sam. We came across a by-owner listing and called to preview it. I was interested, but said no and returned to Tucson. But, that two-bedroom condo with patio and palladian windows kept popping up in my brain. Finally, I called the owner and offered to buy it. He accepted and handed me the keys before we ever signed anything. "We're more trusting out here in the Midwest," he said.

It took longer for the lawyers to do the paperwork than it took for us to agree. And my Tucson house sold over the weekend.

That was a year and a half ago.

Today I play canasta at the ARC (old folks center), mah jongg with three different groups, help with estate sales and wine tastings, write code snippets for word and web, and enjoy cocktail hours and lunches with my sisters and friends. There are also the antique shopping trips, visits to Chicago, and entertaining occasional guests. And I've joined the Symphony Guild and the DAR. You could say I am busy doing fun things.

Over the years, the girls have bought/sold and traded things with each other, from furniture to tea cups. Now I am in the loop. Part of the fun was re-furnishing my condo. I only brought a few pieces of furniture -- what would fit into a pod.

Counting up what I bought from Sam: one sofa, an ottoman, three carpets, four dining chairs, two Hickory chairs, one easy chair. Then there's the rug from RugsUSA, the round table and open book shelf from marketplace, a sofa from sister Jan, lamps from Target, two modern blue leather sling chairs from Growing Grounds, two TVs from Best Buy and an Alexa dot on Amazon. Rule of thumb dictates that no matter how much you get rid of when you move, it is quickly replaced with more "stuff".

And I am settled enough to enjoy cold winter evenings in front of my gas fireplace or breezy summer evenings on my patio drinking wine with neighbors. If I am home long enough to enjoy. Whoops, off to play cards ...

 

 

Thursday, May 7, 2020

SARS-CoV-2 (aka novel coronavirus aka COVID-19)

How did COVID-19 originate?

There are two theories:

1. COVID-19 was transferred to humans from contaminated animals at an out-door Wuhan market.
2. COVID-19 is the result of a leak in a Chinese research laboratory, either accidentally or on purpose.

Fact-checkers have been busy debunking the second view, but not always for the reasons you might think. Problem is that those who think it is manmade often present pertinent information and then dilute their validity with charges of Chinese conspiracy or bioweapons research.

As a result, fact-checkers invalidate the story and Youtube and Facebook ban it.

What do we know? Let's take a look.

DID COVID-19 BEGIN IN THE WUHAN MARKET?

The official view from the Center for Disease Control (CDC) is that the novel coronavirus started at the Huanan Seafood Market in Wuhan, China – an open-air market selling fish, meat and exotic wildlife. It is suspected the virus was transferred from a bat to an intermediary animal like a pangolin and then to a human.

SARS, MERS, and SARS-CoV-2 (aka COVID-19) are zoonotic, which means they can be transmitted between animals and people. Bats are not the only known carriers of viruses.[1] The plague was carried by rodents and HIV spilled over from chimpanzees. Experts estimate animals are responsible for about 60 percent of human infectious diseases.[2]

While bats were the first suspected source of the virus, experts believe it may have been transmitted to humans through an intermediary animal like a pangolin. Pangolins are long-snouted, ant-eating mammals often used in traditional Chinese medicine.

Two researchers at South China Agricultural University in Guangzhou, Shen Yongyi and Xiao Lihua, identified the pangolin as the potential source of nCoV-2019 on the basis of a genetic comparison of coronaviruses taken from the animals and from humans infected in the outbreak. The sequences are 99% similar, the researchers reported at a press conference in February.[3]

Scientists say that the suggestion, based on a genetic analysis, seems plausible — but caution that the researchers’ work is yet to be published in full.

Moreover, the genetic sequence of the virus seems to confirm COVID-19 as naturally occurring rather than genetically altered.

A group of researchers compared the genome of this novel coronavirus with the seven other coronaviruses known to infect humans: SARS, MERS and SARS-CoV-2, which can cause severe disease; along with HKU1, NL63, OC43 and 229E, which typically cause just mild symptoms. In the March 17 journal Nature Medicine, the researchers wrote: "Our analyses clearly show that SARS-CoV-2 is not a laboratory construct or a purposefully manipulated virus.[4]

A research team at Scripps Research[5] concurred that evidence pointed to a natural source.

Kristian Andersen, associate professor of immunology and microbiology at Scripps Research, and his colleagues looked at the genetic template for the spike proteins that protrude from the surface of the virus. The coronavirus uses these spikes[6] to grab the outer walls of its host's cells and then enter those cells. They specifically looked at the gene sequences responsible for two key features of these spike proteins: the grabber, called the receptor-binding domain, that hooks onto host cells; and the so-called cleavage site that allows the virus to open and enter those cells.

Analysis showed that the "hook" part of the spike had evolved to target a receptor on the outside of human cells called ACE2[7], which is involved in blood pressure regulation. It is so effective at attaching to human cells that the researchers said the spike proteins were the result of natural selection and not genetic engineering.

OR WAS COVID-19 GENETICALLY ENGINEERED?

However, there are things that don’t add up say those who suspect it might have been produced in a lab.

Neither bats nor pangolins are listed on the inventory of items sold in the Wuhan market.[8] The illegality of trading pangolins could explain this omission. Pangolins are protected animals, but illegal trafficking is widespread. Under Chinese law, people selling pangolins can be punished by 10 years or more in prison.

Some of the first patients had no contact with the market. A research article published by a large group of Chinese researchers in The Lancet shows that 13 of the first 41 patients diagnosed with the infection had no link to the market.

'It seems clear that the seafood market is not the only origin of the virus,' says Bin Cao of Capital Medical University, a pulmonary specialist and the corresponding author of The Lancet article.[9]

The “smoking gun” for many seems to be the proximity of Chinese labs doing research on bats and coronaviruses.

Just 300 yards away from the market is the Wuhan Center for Disease Control and Prevention and 20-miles away is the Wuhan Institute of Virology, which was studying coronaviruses in bats as part of a $3.7 million grant from the U.S. National Institute of Health.[10] The grants, awarded in 2014 and 2019, were paid through a subsidiary of NIH, the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases. Dr. Anthony Fauci, a member of the coronavirus task force, is director of the NIAID.

Wuhan Institute of Virology was at the forefront in researching causes of SARS and their researchers were the ones who proved that the last SARS outbreak originated in bats. Researchers had been gathering bats infected with the coronavirus since at least 2012, focusing on ones that could spread their illness to human beings.

There were hundreds of bats in Wuhan’s labs when the 2019-nCoV outbreak started, and the researchers there were studying at least 11 new strains of SARS-related viruses in them.

The Institute of Virology is a biosafety level 4 (BSL–4) laboratory constructed in 2015. Even so, there has been speculation that viruses may have accidentally leaked out.

A paper, attributing the outbreak to the China biolab, was published by scientists, Botao Xiao and Lei Xiao, in February on the international scholarly database Research Gate. The paper was quickly censored by Chinese authorities and removed from the site.[11] However, an archive copy is still available with, of course, no peer review.[12] Shortly thereafter, China tightened security on the labs.

Are these all just coincidences?

Shi Zhengli[13], who is deputy director of the institute and a highly respected Chinese virologist, told the press in February that she 'guaranteed with her own life' that the outbreak was not related to the lab.

Shi told the science journal Scientific American of her relief when, having checked back through disposal records, none of the genome sequences matched their virus samples.

Shi's team released its data identifying the disease on January 23 on a scientific portal before publication the next month by the journal Nature. It said the genomic sequence was 96 per cent identical to another virus they found in horseshoe bats in Yunnan, which supports the first theory.

WHERE DOES THIS LEAVE US?

Basically, we are still without an answer. Neither theory is conclusive. And until further study is done and more is known, we cannot make a definitive answer.

Tuesday, July 30, 2019

Happy Birthday to Me!

Today is my 72nd birthday!

Oddly, I've spent the past two years thinking I was 72 and then delighting each year in knowing that I wasn't. Hubby, Steve, kept telling me that I was in my 72nd year and/or my 8th decade.

Now I finally am!

So far, I've had two early birthday celebrations, with one more scheduled today. My oldest son and his fiance want to take me to dinner. I just have to pick the place ... my easy chair?

On your 72nd, you just want to put up your feet, have a drink and watch some TV.  Not that I'm too old to go out and groove, just that I'm settling in after 8 weeks traipsing around the country.

I went to Virginia to see a friend, Illinois to see my 4 younger sisters, and Boston to see my son's family. Each stop was a 2-3 week stay.  A subliminal reason for all this travel was "testing" each area of the country to see if I could live there. After Steve's death, I was constantly asked if I was moving "back home". I always thought I was home, but just wanted to re-affirm this.

We moved to Tucson in 2007 to get away from the congestion and winter weather in New England. In the years we've been here, both conditions have worsened in New England. Plus the housing market has gone sky-high.

Illinois was where I grew up, but I've been away over 40 years, and my sisters are the only draw there. We have a wonderful time when I go to visit. But, Illinois is cold in the winter, the state is almost bankrupt and real estate taxes are high. I do keep looking at realtor.com and zillow though, just in case the perfect house appears.  I won't move, but I love to house-hunt.

Arizona is home on so many fronts. We've been in the house 12 years and have friends and neighbors. Children on the block come at Halloween to see our 6-foot bear dressed in witches' costume. The little neighbor girl, who walked Molly, is now in high school. We got married in St. Elizabeth Ann Seton Church and I help teach sacramental prep there. There are lunches with the girls, cocktail parties, baptisms and cul-de-sac block parties.

It is delightfully warm in winter and the frogs are out in force after a midsummer monsoon. There's no grass to mow, the sun shines almost all year, and you can smell the desert ozone.  Tucson has grown a lot, but we are still a cowboy town at heart. Where else can you find rodeos, gem shows, desert museums and mesquite all in one place.

And finally, this is where Steve and I made our home.  He set me up to be warm and economically stable here. Two of his golden rules were "don't embarrass the family (there's no bail)" and "don't do anything stupid". Moving north or east would fall under the latter category. 
 
At the moment, my oldest son and his fiance are living with me while apartment hunting. They moved to Arizona -- to my house (?!) -- during my travel jaunt. This has worked out well as they kept an eye on the house, catching two troublesome water issues.  They've already found jobs, bought a car and tackled health insurance. Next on their agenda is getting an apartment.

Gives me one more reason to stay in Arizona ... or is that a reason to leave? Sometimes distance does make a heart grow fonder.